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Today I did not stay at home for the whole day but I spent my weekend time at production... at least more than normal working hours. After the production hours, I was doing myself alone to prepare the stocks for coming working day (Monday). Anyway, that's I need to do if my people could not help me.
I was reviewed by someone who is the highest in my company. A lot of things were being discussed about my performance in company. Nothing is good, still saying that I am bad and everything I have sacrificed for this company is equal to ZERO. I was sad after the meeting with the highest. I am not sure what I should do for the next step. Should I follow what the highest wants? If I perform well, everything will be zero again?
OMG! I miss the 'attached' so terrible! I want to be with you now! :(
Dear the 'attached'
Please I need to see you as soon as possible. You're mine!
I need a long break after these few hectic weeks. My 'relationship' with my job is getting worse and worse. Nothing else I can help on this to recover or 'restart' again like at the beginning... I need to survive!
Hi, 'attached'! I need you now! I really need you now! Please I want to be with you!
Last night I was chatting with the 'attached' and I plan to stay with the 'attached' during Christmas holidays. I hope that everything will be done before 24.11.2009! Everything must be done! This is my target! :S
I was having my dinner at China restaurant in Brno Centrum. Suddenly, I heard familiar voice talking from somebody and he was my 'colleague' with the 'highest'! OMG! Timing was so 'accurate' and I was thinking on how to walk out from this restaurant later. The owner of the restaurant thought that I was coming with them but in fact their plan was going to local Czech restaurant but it was full house and another one had turned into KFC since few weeks ago. So, they sat 'far away' from my side and they started to order meals. So, the owner walked to me and said 'waaa so shame lerrr'! I replied her that I'm going to 'fly' out from this restaurant and both of us laughed! Haha!
After finished my dinner, the owner helped me to open the entrance door and I immediately walked out.
OMG! I am waiting for this day as I would like to 'take away' myself from Poland to Czech. I will miss Poland if I leave it :) And, of course, I will miss one of my manpower who helped me a lot on works. Thank you!
Czech, I'm coming tomorrow. 'Wait' for me ya... :D
And also, the 'attached', please wait for me in Czech.
I feel kinda upset that I need to travel to the place that I hate the most. Well, what to do! This is a mission for me so I need to complete it.
Last night I did send a SMS to the 'attached' and the 'attached' replied me with sweet and love SMS. Quite difficult at this moment to meet the 'attached' because both of us are busy before Christmas and I hope during Christmas I can spend more time with the 'attached'.
I LOVE YOU! <3 <3 <3
Hura! I will be back to Czech soon... After tomorrow, it's just one more day to go and then finished. After that, maybe will come to Poland again for the second time and then FINALLY ALL FINISHED. ;)
Hi the 'Attached', how are you?
I'm not sure whether this is a good news for me or not because my work here is not yet completed. I have trained a person who will take over my job but what I feel is better to stay here until all the work is done. Anyway, going back is a good thing for me but at the same time maybe I need to come back to Poland again if something happens. Sigh!
I do expect this will happen because my 'idiot + stupid' people never do the right plan. ;)
I was doing my 'idiot' works today as usual and suddenly I received a phone call from 'stupid + idiot' people, which I hate the most in my life and I never expect they will say me GOOD in my works that I have done so far. Just beginning the conversation, they started to yell like animals in zoo for something that I considered is not my problem but the animals' problem. They yelled me and I yelled them back until people around me were looking at me but I did not care because I was very angry and even more ANGRY after yelling with animals. Such a tired work I did today! Fine! So, after the conversation, I worked even 'harder' like taking half of my life away. :D
PS: It's pointless to care so much for unnecessary things...
Tonight I feel quite happy as the 'attached' finally responded...
I love you! <3<3<3
